May 20
I’m really freaked out
I found out earlier tonight that a couple of the guys from my current job are going to work at my previous job. Now more than ever I’m feeling like a fucking idiot for not going back there.
But that’s not the freaky part.
I came to the rather abrupt realization that the status quo can no longer be maintained in my life. To make a long story short: after my dad’s death, my mom is now going to be depending on me for her financial support.
This is seriously freaking me the fuck out. Now I’m stuck in a job with no options indefinitely, and there really isn’t a fucking thing to be done about it.