I talk big, but I really never learn anything
Boy, have I managed to make a giant clusterfuck out of the last few months.
On top of that, I’ve managed to write myself into yet another situation that there’s no getting out of without pissing somebody off. So, sometime in the next week I have to make somebody really unhappy, and I don’t know whom yet.
Some time back I had “Maybe I need to have better dreams” as my MSN title and I’m beginning to think it’s true. I haven’t really had much in the way of a goal since I closed the shop. I don’t know what sort of goal to set. I’m not talented enough at the stuff I really like to be able to do it for a living, and I’m not really happy doing anything else. I guess I’m just fucked.
Hi, I’m mav, and I’m a no-good, talentless loser who will never amount to anything.