Oct 17
I hate apologizing for being me
Lately, it seems like that’s all I ever do. I did this thing wrong or I don’t do this thing very well or I get too upset over little things or I need to make sure to do this first or I can’t fix this because I’m not familiar with that system (and somehow that’s my fault, too.). I’m honestly not particularly sure why I’m still employed, given the massive amount of shit I’ve managed to fuck up in the last five weeks I don’t know why I haven’t been run out on a rail.
Welcome to my life. If I make it through December it’ll be a miracle.
On top of it all: I got a jury duty summons last week. Apparently Twin Falls County wants me to serve because of my deep conviction about the justice and accuracy of the system.